i can't be. losing sleep over this. no I can't. and now I cannot stop pacing. give me a few hours. i'll have this all sorted out. if my mind would just stop racing. cause I cannot stand still. i can be this unsturdy. this cannot be happening. this is over my head. but underneath my feet. cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat. and everything will be back to the way that it was. i wish that it was just that easy. cause I'm waiting for tonight. been waiting for tomorrow. i'm somewhere in between. what is real. just a dream. what is real. just a dream. what is real. just a dream. would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in. don’t be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again. i don't want to run away from this. i know that I just don't need this. cause I cannot stand still. i can be this unsturdy. this cannot be happening. cause I'm waiting for tonight.
been waiting for tomorrow. and I'm somewhere in between. what is real. just a dream. what is real. just a dream. what is real. just a dream. what is real just a dream.

it's hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut. this house is haunted, it’s so pathetic, it makes no sense at all. i'm ripe with things to say, the words rot and fall away. a stupid poem could fix this home, i'd read it every day. so here's your holiday, hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away. it was mine, so when your dead and gone, will you remember this night, twenty years now lost, it's not right. the anger hurts my ears, been running strong for seven years. rather then fix the problem, they never solve them, it makes no sense at all. i see them everyday, we get along so why can't they? if this is what he wants, and its what she wants, then whys there so much pain? so here's your holiday, hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away. it was mine, so when your dead and gone, will you remember this night, twenty years now lost, it's not right. so here's your holiday, hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away. it was mine, so when your dead and gone, will you remember this night, twenty years now lost, it's not right. it's not right. it's not right. it's not right. it's not right.